Chello.

My name is Jordan McKenzie and I suppose I will start this whole Blog/live journal thing. 

December 10th.

Well, today was a Monday. I currently do not have a car because mine is a piece of shit and is now off the road for good. There is no fixing it and driving it again, ever... for me.  SO, my mother took me to my cousin's house so that my cousin (amanda) could take me to work at 12:30. (parents have to be at work by 830).

At my cousin's house I tried to go back to sleep, but her annoying, yet wonderful boxer (rexanne or rexie) would not leave me be. She laid beside, under me, on top of me so on and so on. And you may wonder why they call them boxers... rexie boxes like Ali. She just keeps moving her front legs back and forth and hits me in the face repeatedly. Today, she did just that and cut my ear with her paw. I thought she had torn my plug, which would have been absolutly terrible.

Once at work... i worked. It actually sucked (big surprise? no) I work at a home improvement depot. I am customer serive/cashier. Today I was outside in lawn and garden ringing up customers and it was so nice. I HATED IT. When it is december I expect december weather! SNOW. ICE. FROST. not sunshine and daisies. The best part about being outside was the smell of all the xmas trees. Thats the best natural smell. Funny thing, i hate the fake smell. Like a candle that is "pine fresh forrest" or ectra. Then the rest of the day I ran self check (BLOW). it is just sooooooo boring.

The night turned to shit even more when this stupid britsh guy was a complete jerk because we had his name spelt wrong in our system. Ronnie instead of Rodney. He made a huge deal about it and fussed about a few other things. He said he would do us a favor by not sending in a negative survey b/c when we told people "that will be $50" we did not say please. HELLO? isnt that a cultural thing for england or something "ello ol chap, that'll be $50 please. Thank you good sir" What a douche. oh well...

At the end of the night a lady was checking out from corporate and was buying this cute plant that was planted inside a coconut. It was clearenced for a dollar and I asked her where she got it then went and searched for it high and low. I couldnt find that plant, but i did get a money tree and another weird plant for $1.50 (together). When i got back up front to check out the lady had went outside and a fellow co-worker said that the lady left the plant for me to keep. I WAS SO HAPPY I WAS GOING TO BE ABLE TO BUY THE PLANT! i went out and helped her load her $4000 merch into her nice BMW (rich corp ppl). Then i went back inside to pay and the co-worker then informed me that she had paid for the plant already and told me i could have it. SHE PAID FOR IT. It being a dollar doesnt matter... its the thought. It made my night.

Then my mom picked me up and me, my sisters, and mother faught the entire way home. I got home aroun 11:30pm... talked on the phone to a good new friend and a ex-boyfriend who i am still in love with for some unknown reason (dave). and now its 1:01 am. Iam going to bed.

Remember these names... i will most likely talk about them again. Only if they are important to my life.

*Here is a song that you must hear:
Maps by the yeah yeah yeahs.

Current Mood: tired
Current Music: itunes playlist.

So this morning I woke up and flipped. A converstation with an ex last night ended with me feeling confused and upset. So, i sent a myspace message stating how i felt. For about 4 hours messages were sent back and forth and I cried my wittle heart out.

I am the biggest baby and weakest person i know.

What ev. Didnt have a cigarette all day. I need one.

Work blew as usual. Mom picked up mayflower for supper.

Bed now. I'm tired b/c i did nothing at all today.

Damn I want a car and want to move out asap! 

Current Mood: stressed